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Tennis Pearls   in reply to SysBot   on

What's on your heart and mind today?

Last October I was shot 3 times in a random drive-by on I-95. I just can't seem to get over any of it. The scars I have from surgeries are hideous. I'm terrified of going back to college. I need a job but can't stand long enough to do anything. I need a home. I'm completely torn.
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I was a college student before the accident. Now I'm just trying to get through everyday. I was shot 3 times in October in a random drive by on the interstate. The people were never found. I can walk now, but I have a rod in my leg, can't feel most anything below my knee, and so many other things. I can't run because of the pain, and both my knee and ankle are locked. I'm trying really hard to make it through each day, but not a day goes by that I don't shed a tear. I know I'm lucky to be here, but sometimes I feel like it's not worth it. I can't look at myself anymore because of the scars from all the surgeries. I don't like going out any where anymore. I used to be very outgoing (not the party type) and loved hanging out with friends, playing tennis, riding atv's, riding horses, and so many other things.

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